need more hours... need more days...

More hours in the night. Five, then five, then five hours of sleep means that by Wednesday I'm too fucking tired to stand.

Meanwhile I have a pile of documents I should be scraping into a single document for this conference. For a handout. Plus a powerpoint. I wouldn't be stressing over it much except for the fact that I'm co-presenting with 2 other profs from my department, so I fell an obligation to not appear like I'm fucking things up for them.

It all needs to be done by tomorrow afternoon. Tomorrow night I have to drive 3.5 hours to Providence. Given that I'm usually falling asleep on the train at that time, I'm not sure how I'm going to manage that without winding up up dead in a ditch in Connecticut.